Everyday life

I´ve decided that in addition to tell my story I want to share small moments from my everyday life. Despite a life with chronic pain and a low battery capacity – and now a strict control over where I spend the little energy I have – I´ve found my own way...
NEW YEAR, BLANK PAGES…..

NEW YEAR, BLANK PAGES…..

HAPPY NEW YEAR to all of you reading and following my blog! I´m sorry for the long silence. It´s not my will power but my health that has stopped me….. Wishing for a better 2017. 2017 has just arrived with all that comes with it. We all start with blank pages that we...
LISTEN TO ME!!!!

LISTEN TO ME!!!!

The days at the hospital passed by. My body was bruised and all my muscles were hurting after the great strain my body got in the crash. It caused me to be in intense pain and I was on high doses of morphine and other strong painkillers. Because of the bruises and...
No one to talk to….

No one to talk to….

The thoughts kept spinning through my head. The guilt, the feeling of emptiness and sadness wouldn’t go away….the thoughts just kept haunting me. I got a stronger and stronger need to find someone I could talk to about everything that had happened and all the strange...
I survived so why wasn´t  I happy?

I survived so why wasn´t I happy?

Finally the pain was manageable and I had time to reflect and think about what had really happened – how serious and close I had been to dying. I had been only a few metres from dying….if it had not been for the concrete pillar standing in the middle of the central...